Sunday, July 27, 2003

Bleh. When and how did it become so easy to just let things go? Like friendships. It's sad to think about the people that you used to be so close with. It's sad because it really would've been so easy to save it. But of course it's always simpler to just always tell yourself, "later." And then after a while, later becomes never. And suddenly, I realize that we're really not even friends anymore. Or when I try and they keep putting it off. After a while, it comes to a point, where you just stop trying...

And I'm so sick of feeling like I have to apologize for who I am. This is so not directed at anyone specific. But so what if it doesn't "seem like something I would do"?! Does it fucking matter?? Maybe I'm just doing it for the hell of it. It's not gonna change my life or who I am. And I'm not going to apologize for not being what you thought I would be. I mean, what am I supposed to say? "Gee, sorry I'm not who you judged me to be?" ASDFJKL;

And on the lighter side of things, I adore my new haircut! But I'm sad I didn't find a planner I really liked today. At least it's kinda of a cool color green. But back to trying to win minesweeper experts level... (no joke, guys!)                posted here at @ 6:38 PM & 0 comments